Haven't updated you all in a while, so thought I'd give it a shot.

I'm back at my dad's, so I can't really get online all that much, which is why I haven't submitted anything new lately. Hopefully I'll be moving out the end of this school year though, and I'll be able to do some new stuff. I've been working on Zemnar here and there, but not really enough to do an update yet, I still need to go back and edit the prologue too.

Biggest announcement I guess, is that Jair and I are engaged *Hugs Jair* (Don't shoot me for publicly announcing it, k? ) He asked me on September 12th last year, but not planning to get married until sometime after I graduate in 2008.

Those of you that knew me with long hair might be surprised to find that I chopped it all off. ALL off, lol, it's just barely growing out past my ears now. Jair wasn't the happiest camper to begin with, but I think he's gotten used to it. I'm growing it back out again though, I did it once, and I want my long hair back again.

After happy news always comes sad news. My dad made me get rid of my Border Collie, L'eloo. I made him drive us about 5 hours to a BC rescue I picked out though and I just got news that she was adopted to a family living on the ocean. Her birthday was on Valentines Day and Jair painted me a picture of her. *Loves it*

On another note, I'm feeling kind of sad, lots of stuff going on I can't put into words. Sometimes when I'm trying to sleep or when I'm spacing off I think of the weirdest things. Mostly remembering stuff that's happened. A repeated thought is to check on some of my old friends, I worry about a lot of them, but one in particular, I don't know where he is now or what he's going through, but last I heard he wasn't doing good, heading down the wrong path. It really depresses me to think of him like this, but it feels like there's nothing I can do to help him, and that just makes it worse. He probably wouldn't listen to me if I tried to talk to him anyways...


Hope everything is going well for all of you.

Autumn